Sunday, February 25, 2007
{ 5:27 AM }
i'm very angry at this point of time. i'm very very angry!!!! how i wished i was at the beach, then i can shout out load and get rid of that anger within me. you see..just know i wanted to change my piano lesson to some other day because i'm having my tuition tomorrow. then guess what? my teacher kept on saying that she's not free, she's cant this, she cant that. ok. i couldnt do anything, so i got my mum to talk to her. and guess what? my mum suggested that she come after my tuition, like about 9? i mean..that's crazy! like after a long day at school i dont get any rest. instead i'll have to continue with my all tired body, mind and soul. who's fault is this? it can be you, you and you, but it's definitely not mine! but why am i-the innocent party-doing the rubbish? i was so angry that i almost cry. you know..sometimes when you are very very very very extremely angry, you cry? yea. that's the feeling i had just know. piano lessons are giving me hell lot of problems. sigh..and my chest feels so tight now. everytime when i get angry, my chest will feel tight and stuffy..i also dont understand why. GRRRRRRRRR!!!!! i'm tired..really tired. will someone free this poor exhausted soul of mine? yes..i know. i got to learn to take things easy..but i cant. it's easier said than done you understand? ahhhhh! i tell you..i'm going to break down soon.